LOST

I was lost
But found again
Not by help
But by sorrow.

I had fallen
But I stand again
Not by care
But by hollow.

I had cried
With tear dry
But live
Just by death.

And with sleep coming
I want to live
Fulfill
Then I will go.

As I was lost
To find the way
As I had forgotten
How to stay.

And never did I comeback
On the way
Yet I was found
Just by self.

I was lost……….. yes
To find the way
To live life in this hay
Of sorrow, of sadness,
Of silence………

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Darkness has lit my path
Sadness is my sheath
Death could be my real staff
And just desire my guide.

I strive to find the path
I strive to find the path.

I yearn to live
To forget this road
I yearn to be one
With my body
As I can see myself
From outside
And before I embark
Before I reach
I can see myself coming.

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Devil has crept inside
My angel has long died
I know that though
Yet, I am good.

Not chaste anymore
Not loving anymore
I can’t be called pure
Contaminated I have lost the way
And even hope?

Find me the light
Give me darkness
I kiss the skies
I lie down and close my eyes
I must find…………..the way
I ask to the leftovers of myself.

…………………………………………


I have found myself
Its not the way, I lost
I was covered with grime
It had been my soul.

Let me reach the sky
Then I will decide
How mutilated I am
How much I have lost.

Yet I live
By death
Yet I laugh
With sorrow…………..
And yet I cry
With joy.

Cause finally I have lost that way…………………
And found my soul instead.




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ma soul is soiled
wash it off set it free
as its jus soil
and yet i am good